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Fri, Mar. 6th, 2009, 02:14 am
Sick,sick, sick.

Why do these effing things always happen to me?
Fall for the dude with the wife.  Good job Oscar, ten points.  Someone told me once that I'm attracted to people who are unattainable.  But I didn't intend for this to happen.  And I certainly didn't know about the whole wife thing until after the case.  People should wear signs.  It will save me the effing trouble of putting myself out on the line and being skinned alive emotionally.

In non-emo news:
I am almost done this term. My spring courses cost me 2 grand.  Have to take out student loan nexties.  Applied for a dozen bursaries/scholarships etc...  Hopefully my nerd GPA will get me SOMETHING to support my education.  Still 2 more years to go and I'm ALREADY burnt out.  Hohum.  I'll figure it out.  I'll work my ass off if I have to to pay for school.  For once, I have found something that satisfies me, and that I'm good at.  It's appalling how many high risk kids are in Alberta, alongside those in poverty (16.9%).  For a country that ranks in the top 10 for best standard of living, Canada is just scraping along.  Way to go effing Conservative government with their "oooh, inequality will drive the economy".  In my opinion, if people are valued and socially supported (quality childcare, good social nets and education programs), then they are intrinsically motivated to be productive.  But that's just me.  And apparently my "communist hippie" views (What the hell is a communist hippie...).

I miss artage...I truly do.  School is kicking my ass though.  I haven't drank coffee black since I was 18.  I had two cups tonight to stay awake to finish some papers.  Yaaay me.  And today my program's grad committee (ie. 5 girls), demanded everyone pay 50 dollars to throw into the pot for a hall, DJ and catering.  Ha effing HA!  Good luck ladies.  Hate to be dismal, but I think you're the only ones going.

<3 Dethklok's second album... please come out soon.  I love Brendon Small so much it hurts.



Fri, Mar. 6th, 2009 09:39 am (UTC)

.*clingshugsmolests* Yeah, I seem to go for those who are bad for me/unavailable, too...